I hate it when you call someone and they don't even bother to call you back to tell you to fuck off.

Today I spent the entire day doing absolutely nothing. I should have done a few things like dishes and laundry and cleaning the turtle tank, but I ended up sleeping and lounging around instead. I am going to try to get around to doing dishes later tonight if I am not too drunk.

Speaking of drinking, I have had a few rum and cokes tonight, I really like putting in fresh lime juice in it. My recipe: 2 or more ounces of Captain Morgan's, ½ lime, 16 ounces coke and half of a tray of ice. Yum!

I am uploading more pictures and stuff right now. To give you a preview, this is one of my favorite photographs I have taken:



I remember having to do some dodging and burning in order to get this just right.

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I have (most) everything scanned that I want to scan; next will be the negatives from my photography class. I hope that they are clean and in good shape. For those of you in the know, what is the best way to clean negatives? After I scan them I am going to shop them only enough to do dogging and burning and do comparisons of before and after on the flog.

So I am thinking about starting a project. I want to place a simple page up that will allow people to upload to me. I want to password protect it so that after 5 attempts it bans the IP address until I choose to un ban it. The password part I think will be the most challenging for me. Ana, wanna help? ;)

I am converting Band of Brothers to DVD for my dad. It took several weeks for me to download, and looks like it is taking over night to convert.

How are you doing? Any new news?

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Standing motionless before God
I am the one he says
Descending on the Earth
I prepare myself for what is to come
Life of pain & anguish
Chosen for all to laugh at
Capsized from my dreams & ambitions
Wanting to end but know my mission.
Forced to carry it out until God
ends it all.

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This was made in 1998 durring the time that Crystal fucked me over. It is made with markers, colored pencils, paint, glow in the dark paint, electrical tape, candle wax, and crayola markers as well.

I really like it for some reason.



To give you an idea of it's actual size, I had to scan it eight times to get all of it.

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Some things I used to keep in my Jimmy...

This was in my Jimmy for a really long time. I got it at Casa Bonita in Denver.



Live Log!


Playing card


Tony Rigatoni's matches


Bellini's matches



I found a bunch of my art I have done over the last 20 years as well, including something I did in 5th grade I won an award for. I also found a box of stuff I had all over my walls in my apartment in Oklahoma when I was looking for something else. Some of these will be scanned and uploaded soon. Aren't you lucky?

Here is a sample of something I did in Printmaking while attending Columbine. It is my doggie Gucci wearing sunglasses.



It has deffinately been around and mistreated unfortunally. I still have the metal plate, so I just need the paper and a press and I can make more, even though with something like this no two are exactly alike.

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